When I started this Blog, I decided to put it all in, the Good, the Bad, and the Ugly. today is the UGLY!! I took my chemo pill when I went to bed last night thinking it might not make me sick. WRONG!!! I woke up at 1:15, and threw up. Had a cold sweat and was freezing. Got back into bed and 15 mins later...same thing. This happened for over an hour. The second time with the vomiting being so violent, I wet myself. The third time I thought I was gonna loose control of my bowels so I quickly sat down and grabbed the bucket that was in the bathroom. So glad I did cause there they go!! (my bowels) My dear sweet brother will get a kick outa that. He taught me what LMAO meant yesterday and I would bet that is what he is doing right now. Anyway, I thought I wouldn't get any sleep but I did and woke up late around 5am. I used to get up at 4am but I do go to bed at 9pm. I have a long day today...radiation, then I'm gonna take lunch to Spencer and stay for him play. Then I think we have our first support group meeting in Springdale tonight. I need to decide if I want to throw up at night or during the day. I'll keep you all posted. Have a blessed day.