Don't know if this is a symptom of the cancer or the radiation but both hands and arms are very weak. I'm still dizzy and now wabbly. Did I say this sucks yet? I woke up this morning with a headache like no other. My surgeon told me that these type of headaches are the spinal fluid collecting in the back of my head. I go to sleep on my side and wake up on my back. The headaches are right at the base of my head, not neck so I'm guessing that is what is going on. I woke up sometime during the night and just for a second thought...this was a dream (nightmare) but quickly realized it wasn't. My hair is still gone (not all of it yet) and as I walked to the bathroom, I'm still a bit shakey. So this is my NIGHTMARE!!! Not a dream at all. Have I mentioned that this SUCKS!!!! I am hoping that my pastor doesn't get up set with me for these words but if he knows any other words that will work for this situation...please let me know. Don't know how I'm gonna show up to church with my hair list this. Maybe Wig shopping is in the cards for today. I'll let you know.
Hangin on,
Anna