Good Morning everyone! It is 4:28 and I am up...of course. Wish I could sleep till 6 even 5:30 would be great but here I am. First of all, thanks to Stephon for watching the message from Grace Church for me as a back up. He said the same things that my Pastor said. It is fine to continue looking for alternate treatments, it won't hurt my faith or make it look like I don't have any faith. So I called my Pastor again and asked him if there were any Oncologist at the church. He got back to me about an hour later and said YES!! His name is Steven Rosenfeld. I will be calling him today to see if he will take me as a new patient. The only thing is, he works at HOG along side Dr. Hayward. It night be a bit tough. But, I think I need a change. Someone that wants me to do a clinical trial instead of saying...I know nothing about it...you can do it on your own. I will let everyone know how it goes later today. Wish me luck!