Today is Thursday morning and I am re-thinking the zofran. Although is keeps me from throwing up...it does nothing for the nasuea which is overwhelming everyday, all day. I might try not taking it for a day, at least I will feel a bit better for a few minutes after throwing up. This feeling is terrible!! I got up at 4am which I am used to. That is the time I would get up to go to work which I miss. I love all of the people that I work with. I understand that life goes on and will go on with or without me. My husband and I joke sometimes (ya gotta laugh or I'll cry)about all of the lamps in the house. I love lamps, lighting where you need it and they look cool! Right Ladies?? Anyway, I told him that his next wife or girlfriend will love them...he said...NO...whatever your sister doesn't want, the rest are going to charity. I'm working on that. I want him to find love again if I should I not survive this fight, but LEAVE MY LAMPS ALONE!!! LOL I am going to radiation again this morning and hope that I don't go nuts when they "lock" me in with the mask for treatment. I always feel like coughing when told not to move and everything itches. I wonder why that is? I will keep you all posted on the zofran issue when I decide what to do. Maybe a day of throwing up will change my mind on stopping the zofran because as I have said before, I HATE THROWING UP!!