HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY EVERYONE!! I went to church yesterday then a party later. Boy did I get tired. Dean brought me home early to rest. I didn't even have a drink, which I was gonna do but it didn't sound good at the time. I have a question...does anyone have a manuel on how to raise kids? Mainly boys?? I find myself yelling more even after I count to 10 and say to myself "peace". If anyone has some good pointers, please email me or on Facebook to let me know. We are going to my Aunt Millie's today for a bit of family fun. I'll be laying down while everyone else is swimming and eating. But it will be fun to be with family. I'll post all happenings tomorrow. Hope you all have a wonderful day!!

Happy Memorial Day Weekend everyone! We are going to a party Sunday and I am really excited. I have to tell you I had a wonderful night last night! My brother came over and we sat outside for a while then went to Hugo's for dinner. That place is still the same as it was 20 years ago. It has been open for 33 years, we were told. They must be doing something right. Back home for some strawberry shortcake (from Dean) and a bit more of a visit. I cried during dinner cause I'm not sure how many times I will get to see him. CRAP crying again. Not sure what would be worse....dying before you spend time with the ones you love or dying suddenly. I was told, I will have a great Spring and Summer, Lord willing, I will be around a bit longer. If I would see Zachary graduate and Spencer play football again I would be happy. Oh...Spencer says hello! More later when I can see the keyboard!

Hi all! I went to a Neurologist today just cause I don't have one here in town. The only think new he said was I need Physical Therapy and he will keep an eye on my Dilanton levels. Dean and I went to lunch after and we decided to make a "bucket list" for me. We know it will come back, just don't know when. I'll let you know what is on my list when I get the courage to make it. Unless we win the lottery, it won't be anything HUGE but it will be great if my family and friends and on it. Now that I'm sad...I'll post more later or even tomorrow.

Sunday Morning and another night well slept!! Maybe...just maybe I am on my way to the "Great Spring" I was told I would have. Still not gonna over do it but yesterday, I bleached my whites, I know that sounds silly but all of you moms know how important that is. There is so many things I wanna do but I will take it slow. Promise! Ok, the questionable post has been removed, if anyone has an issue with any of my posts, please let us know. At some time or the other all of us has been hurt terrible by actions of others. Hurt feelings, crushed spirits and so on. I have chosen to deal with that pain myself and look inside for what is my part in the situation. I may not ever know what I did, but it is what it is. I only hope others do the same. More later! P.S. If this post bothers anyone, please let me know, I would be more than happy to talk about it.

Morning!! Wow...I slept pretty good last night for the first time in 6 months. I woke up rested and feeling a bit better. (always remembering not to get too excited) I've been excited before about feeling better, then have it get bad again. Yesterday was great. We went to Spencer's 5th grade meet for a couple of hours, then I went to one of his games with some family. Boy was I tired when I got home. I promised my honey to take it easy and not try to do too much too soon. It will be hard...soooo tired of doing nothing. I was thinking about trying Yoga to get my muscles moving again. I'll let you know how that goes. As always...love to all and thank you for your support.

Good day...Anna went to Spencers school track meet at the high school, then tonite she went to Spencers 2nd baseball game...his team had a double header..they won the first and lost the 2nd....both of us are tired and i hope she will post for saturday....thanks...Dean

hello all, its Dean....Anna had a better day today, she did not get sick...Yahoo!!!!
she was prescribed some medicine to help her sleep better...(oh no ,more snoring.)..we both had some quality time together sitting outside and talking...beautiful day today...i made spaghetti for Anna tonite ..she told me it was great(my ego swelled up)i also made meatloaf(for another day)....almost forgot i also made brownies...(its like a Donna Reed show)...Lisa (Anna's sister) brought some awesome cookies for her tonite..Thanks sis in law that really made her day!!!...also Bill B called today..that what great..thanks Bill...also thank you Eva for your kind words today..that means alot to Anna..sorry i ranted and raved yesterday...i did not intend to piss anybody off..and for this i am sorry...i have many shortcomings(Anna says too many to list)im not sure if i mentioned that our oldest boy Zachary obtained his driving permit yesterday..we are so proud and happy for him...also Spencer(our youngest) is chomping at the bit to play baseball..(they have cancelled so many games due to rain here)Friday he has a double header and he cant wait...i think Anna is going to the first game(that is great!!!)its getting late
we are both tired..will update all of you Friday..thank you for all your prayers and love...

It's been almost a week since last post and if I didn't post today, Dean was gonna freak! It has been a bit of a rough week...allergies with high dose/several antibiotics have been making me sick and I think you all know how much I hate to throw-up! Only 5 more days of the antibiotics and I hope to be done with those. And ladies...we know that taking those means!!! That is uncomfortable in itself. Because of all of the rain, Spencer has 7 games next week and I hope to make it to at least one. Ok, well I blogged and just talked to my brother....huberhot???? What ever the heck that means...I was thinking...Tiger instead. More another time...thank you all for keeping up with me!

What a beautiful day!! I have been sitting outside for over an hour soakin in the sun. I figure my tator can't get more dry than it already is...LOL I had the energy to argue with one of my children today so you know what means...I'm feeling better. Now I gotta figure out how I can get back into daily living, slowly of course but I am ready to cook, clean, all the other stuff that a mom and wife does. I do have a request of my followers...please pray for my mom who is having a double mastectomy on May 12. I'm sad to say for many reasons I have'nt had much of a relationship with her for several years. Boy, this is one of those times when I needed my mother but it wasn't meant to be. Oh so sad. I'm gonna go back outside now! Enjoy the day!

What a great day!!! I have been having panic attacks for 2 days just thinking of what was gonna happpen. BUT no drainage of the boil...and NO eye surgery either. I did bring my liquid Valium to both apts. and didn't need it. My Doc wanted me to share...LOL I didn't of course but he said it might make his day go faster. Anyway, oh ya, he also told me that he thought my hair would grow back. I was told that my hair folicals might have been damaged and it wasn't gonna grow back. I really liked my hair so the hair thing plus the panic issue this has not been an easy few days. Oh...my dilantan level was down too!! It was 56, should be between 10 and 20 and now it is 26. That is why I am feeling better. As my Dad says.."Onward and Upward!" Have a great weekend everyone!

Good Morning! I have to say first how great it was to talk to KJ yesterday!! We talked for an hour...I talked..hehehehe. I'm oh so glad I'm not the only one that can't remember stuff. Anyway...here is the latest on me. My eye is ...not sure...BUT now I have a huge boil or zit under my arm that my son had about a month or so ago that had to be lanced and drained. It was MRSA which is an infection that is resistant to antibiotiacs!! Dean is really upset with me because I won't go to the doctor this morning. I would rather have another brain surgery than have my doc stick a needle in my boil. How crazy is that? I told him I need to prepare myself for that first and to give me a day or so. I do have lots of meds to calm me down and might just have to take them in order to go. I'll let you know. I am really sad that I won't see everyone this weekend but soon, I promise. I'll try to post later today. Love Ya!

Party is postponed until later this summer!!!! So sorry guys but I might be having eye surgery on Friday. Eye infection turns our to be a clogged eye duct and it is not getting better. I feel terrible and want to see all of you. I mean really see you all. I'll keep blogging and let you know the new date. Thank you to all all of you who were coming outa town. I'll keep ya posted!! Anna

Hey! sorry I haven't posted in a few days. Pretty good weekend, didn't go to church. I have some sort of eye infection and I know that everything I would have touched there could have gotten someone else sick. OH...RHONDA...what is your cell number please. Just call my cell or Dean's and we will have it. I only have your home number and Lisa has been trying to call you for days on your home number. Well here is some news...since the cancer is gone....why can't I get up and around and why did I fall so many times. Here is a clue..I take Dylanton everyday so I don't have a seizer. One of my Docs put me on 600mg a day. Went to the doc of friday and asked him..."What the heck!!" He did a blood test...the levels are to be between 10 and 20. His nurse called me today and said "STOP TAKING IT UNTIL THURSDAY" I missed the call, so I called back and she told me MY level was 56. Dean looked it up and this could be the reason along with the radiation, why I don't feel better!!! My sister is worried that I'll be too worn out to come on Saturday. I am coming guys so that I can thank all of you for your support. And maybe have a drink!! we will see. as always...love to all!

Sunday nite..Anna is sleeping..(snoring)..kids in bed...looking forward to better days..Anna is not using her walker..Yahoo!!!!!!still slow and wobbly..looking for a light at the end of the tunnel......hope everyone had a great weekend....g-nite